Allie's Doctor Appointment

Today we had her pre-op appointment. Allie filled out her wishes if she should, God forbid, go into a coma and a vegetative state. I questioned her and made sure that she knew what she wanted. She was very clear that she did not want to live that way. That was a horrible moment for me. She is filling out her consent to let her go. God forbid a million times over. Another moment was when the nurse said; “They are figuring out the stage of the cancer from the surgery.”—you see, for me there is not a stage except ‘over and done with’ after the surgery. When times like this happen I get sad and then I have come to move on and think of what I choose to create to happen… A healthy and cancer free Allie as of this July 17th, 2009.